Sunday, December 26, 2010

Christmas Break Update # 1

Hello all!

I know I posted something yesterday but this is the first official update from me during Christmas break. I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and continue to have a great rest of 2010 and a happy (and safe!) New Year celebration!

As I already said, I had a fabulous Christmas! I was awoken at 7:30AM in the morning by my little sister who informed that it was "time to open presents!!" I had a wonderful time watching my siblings open their gifts--especially the ones I gave them! :-) I, myself, received a rather large box full of books. I had asked for classics because I need to read more. :-) Some of the titles I am particularly excited about are
  • Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
  • Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens
  • The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis
  • Breakfast at Tiffany's by Truman Capote (Obviously, this one isn't a technical classic but I'm still excited to read it. My sister gave it to me.)
Right now, I'm reading The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger and am liking it a lot so far. However, I believe the phrases "I really do" and "and all" will be eradicated from my vocabulary entirely by the time I get done reading because I will be so sick and tired of hearing them. :-)

Another gift I was excited to receive was scrap-booking materials. I got two starter kits, different glue dealies and a massive array of stickers. I think my favorite scrap-booking tool is (and don't laugh) the Tub o' Scissors. It's this huge barrel of 12 pairs of scissors that all cut in different designs. I might be geeking out a little too much for some scissors, but I like them a lot. ;-)  

After the present-opening extravaganza was over, some more family came over and we ate Christmas lunch/dinner. We did Thanksgiving part 2 because my grandparents spent the two months prior to Christmas in Israel, where Turkey Day is not celebrated. So they were very happy to eat some stuffing and turkey and all that jazz. :-)

So Christmas--which was preceded by a lovely Christmas Eve service at my church--this year was great. I'm looking forward to the New Year and will probably have a post about resolutions and whatnot. Thanks for reading! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! :-)

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Jesus is...

Jesus is more fulfilling than success
Jesus is more secure than money
Jesus is better than job stability and a steady income
Jesus is more powerful than a signature 
Jesus is sweeter than good friends
Jesus is more satisfying than finding an earthly true love
Jesus is better than family peace
Jesus is stronger than my biggest struggle
Jesus is calmer than a silent night
Jesus is more loving than anyone else you know
Jesus is more soothing than a sweet song
Jesus is more reliable than anyone you know
Jesus lived the life we couldn't
Jesus died the death we deserved
Jesus loves
Jesus lives
Jesus saves


"This is my position concerning my condition. This is my position, my life be definition: Jesus is life."
~Steven Curtis Chapman: Jesus is Life

"Jesus, Jesus, Jesus; sweetest name I know. Fills my every longing; keeps me singing as I go!"
~Luther B. Bridgers: He Keeps Me Singing

"All the weak find their strength at the sound of Your great name. Hungry souls receive grace at the sound of Your great name. The fatherless find their rest at the sound of Your great name. The sick are healed. The dead are raised at the sound of Your great name."
~Natalie Grant: Your Great Name

Friday, December 17, 2010

"If you left it up to me, every day would be a holiday from real."

I'm a happy camper this evening. I took my last final this morning (a nasty one, too. My journalism professor rather enjoys writing tricky multiple-choice questions.) and am officially on vacation for the holiday season!

I celebrated the end of the fall semester with my sister after our French/Journalism finals at the Einstein's in the Union. She ate chicken noodle soup, I a toasted asiago-cheese bagel with strawberry cream cheese (Meg Ryan from When Harry Met Sally much?) and we both drank chocolate milk. It was a lovely send-off to my plan of eating healthy over the break--and hopefully a long while after that, but we'll see. :)

For the past few days, I have been contemplating what to do over this long holiday and now that it is finally upon me, I find myself sort of just sitting around and reveling in my freedom. :) Today after coming home, I played a few rounds of Robot Unicorn Attack on Facebook (don't laugh. Well okay, I suppose you can, but only a little!). I am usually not a big fan of Facebook applications, but this one is appealing to me for some reason. After that, I finished watching Across the Universe with my sister and then decided to try to get back into the swing of writing. For some reason unbeknownst to me, it has been difficult to write anything creatively over the past few months. Buckling down to write something from my imagination has been close to impossible, simply because there wasn't enough time or because I was too burned out to concentrate. Also my new-used laptop has been acting up all semester long. As of today, it won't restart; I think he's finally kicked the bucket (only adding one more bullet to the list of 'why Molly should buy a Macbook in the spring').

But anyway, I sat down to write and surprisingly, the words came with ease. Though, they only flowed for around two paragraphs, I am thoroughly satisfied with them, thus making this first day of vacation an immense success. I am excited to have no scholastic responsibility looming about for a good few weeks. Hopefully, I'll be able to make some headway on this brand new idea that's been lolling around in my brain for a few weeks. There are other things I want to do in addition to writing my little heart out. I want to start scrapbooking all my pictures, read some new books, and watch movies. :) My sister and I watched the Time Traveler's Wife (which I will probably write a personal review about later) last night and then Across the Universe today which I have already seen. I borrowed Meet Joe Black from the library, which is one of my favorite movies of all time. I'm sort of on a sappy movie kick, so if you have any good tear-jerker suggestions, let me know! :)

What I want to do more than all of the above over this Christmas break is to catch up with mis amigos (as). I feel like ever since I started school I fell off of everyone's planets. I have so much catching up to do with everyone and now I have plenty of time to do so. One of my very best friends is coming home from Mexico next week and I am stoked to see her! 

I hope to post every week or so about what I've been up to lately during this most fantastic stretch of break.  I want to use this time to catch up all the things I've been missing like sleep, reading my Bible, talking/hanging out with friends, writing, and everything else under the sun. Thanks for reading! :)

But if you left it up to me
Everyday would be
A holiday from real
We'd waste our weeks
Beneath the sun
We'd fry our brains
And say it's so much fun out here
But when it's all over
I'll come back for another year
~Jack's Mannequin--Holiday From Real

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Perfect

Oh, tie me to the end of a kite
So I can go on, I can go on with my life
Every marigold I pass below will be my guiding light
I just want to go away from here

Oh, tie me to the end of a kite
So I can go on, I can go on with my life
Every time the wind blows stronger,
I will feel my spirit rise
I just want to go away from here

Oh, tie me up tightly by your side
So I may go with you where ever you reside
And anytime the road looks dimmer
I will be your guiding light
I just want to go away with you
I just want to go away with you



-Rosie Thomas: Kite Song

Saturday, December 4, 2010

So much to say, so few words

"Oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain. I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end. I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend. But I always thought that I'd see you again."
~James Taylor: Fire And Rain

"And now I recall that time...thunderstorm outside, words you could never say they hold the loudest tone. Tick tock the time, distant look grows in your eyes. And fools never ask, afraid of what lurks in your mind. I always knew, somehow always knew."
~Vanessa Carlton: Fools Like Me


"Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you, I have been changed for good."
~Wicked: For Good

    "No matter how hard I've tried to make you disappear, I have found you can't erase a part of your life. No matter how good or bad it was, it'll always be there. And after all the hate and silence, I have found that there is still a place in my heart for you."
~Molly O'Sullivan: The Bicyclist




I miss you and I think about you often. I wonder how you're doing and I wish I could talk to you. I miss being friends and at the same time I don't. I know so much is happening for you right now and it sucks to be missing it. I wish you all the best in life. 




(Updated 4/19/11: The Bicyclist has been renamed The Lion & The Rock)

Friday, November 26, 2010

To writers: The way you formulate a beginning

     I've been doing some thinking about the way we as writers think about the beginning of our stories. I don't know if the following statement applies to every writer, but it probably applies to a lot of writers--it certain does to me! :)
      When I think about the beginning of my story, I try to picture it in my head, sort of like a movie beginning. In the past, I ponder on this idea and the vision I see in my head of my characters or the scene of the beginning of a story. But as soon as I try to write it, I'm wordless. The chemistry of the characters don't make sense anymore or it's too simple or the whole idea just doesn't work on paper.
      I think the problem with trying to picture the beginning of a story like you would see it in a movie is unwise because a book is not the same thing as a movie. Yes, I know that's obvious but the way a movie begins is completely different in the way a book does. In a movie you have roughly an hour and a half to get to know a character (and for 99.9% of movies, you have multiples characters), figure out his problem, and solve it. That's a lot to accomplish is so short a time. The beginning of a movie has to be swiftly introductory and to the point (unless it a long 3-hour movie, a series, etc) so the viewer can learn as much about the character (s) as possible before the conflict is introduced (side note: conflict is an element essential to ALL forms of story-telling, whether it be a movie, a novel, or a stage play). There is not much time for the viewer to sympathize with the character and root for him, so the beginning is extremely important in the exposition of a movie.
     When you're writing a book, you have an exorbitant amount of time for the reader to get to know your character. Some books are wholly devoted to developing the character's thought process! The way your introduce a character in a book is just as important as when you do in a movie, but there is plenty of leg room for creativity. You can introduce a character any way you want, but it is recommended by most professionals to begin a story 'in medias res' which means 'in the middle of things.' Meaning, you should not introduce the character of a book in the same way you would in a movie! A movie's character-intro has to be brief and memorable, whereas a book's character-intro could be as inconspicuous as your description of a crack in the wall. 
     In conclusion, think about the way you think about a story beginning. ;) It's hard not to visualize it in your mind, but don't look through the lens of 'would this be a cool movie beginning?' because you're not trying to write a movie, you're trying to write a book! (tidbit: if you are really in love with the beginning of your story but it just not working as a story, make it a screenplay!) Let me know what you think of this post; whether you agree or disagree, or if you have something else to add. Thanks for reading!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Song Analysis: Hero by Regina Spektor

Hero by Regina Spektor
He never ever saw it coming at all
He never ever saw it coming at all
He never ever saw it coming at all

It's all right, it's all right, it's all right, it's all right
It's all right, it's all right, it's all right

Hey, open wide, here comes original sin
Hey, open wide, here comes original sin
Hey, open wide, here comes original sin

It's all right, it's all right, it's all right, it's all right
It's all right, it's all right, it's all right
It's all right, it's all right, it's all right

No one's got it all
No one's got it all
No one's got it all

Power to the people
We don't want it
We want pleasure
And the TVs try to rape us
And I guess that they're succeeding
Now we're going to these meetings
But we're not doing any meeting
And we're trying to be faithful 
But we're cheating, cheating, cheating

Hey, open wide, here comes original sin
Hey, open wide, here comes original sin
Hey, open wide, here comes original sin

It's all right, it's all right, it's all right, it's all right
It's all right, it's all right, it's all right
It's all right, it's all right, it's all right

No one's got it all
No one's got it all
No one's got it all

Power to the people
We don't want it
We want pleasure
And the TVs try to rape us
And I guess that they're succeeding
And we're going to these meetings
But we're not doing any meeting
And we're trying to be faithful 
But we're cheating, cheating, cheating

I'm the hero of the story
Don't need to be saved
I'm the hero of the story
Don't need to be saved
I'm the hero of the story
Don't need to be saved
I'm the hero of the story
Don't need to be saved

It's all right, it's all right, it's all right, it's all right
It's all right, it's all right, it's all right
It's all right, it's all right, it's all right
It's all right, it's all right, it's all right

No one's got it all
No one's got it all
No one's got it all 

*~*~*
     Let me start off by saying that this is one of my favorite songs by Regina Spektor. I absolutely love her music and it is so much fun to analyze and think about. When I listen a song, I try not to take everything at face value. Most songs always have a deeper  meaning than what first comes to mind when listening to or reading the lyrics. I've been wanting to analyze this song since the first time I heard it. Keep in mind, this is only the opinion of one person and you might have a completely different take on it. That's the cool thing about analyzing literature--there is always more than one viewpoint to take. These are just the conclusions that I was able to draw. So here goes nothing. :)

     The song Hero by Regina Spektor is incredibly relevant and relatable to everyone in the whole world. Yeah, I know that's a pretty broad statement, but it's true. Some lines in the song seem to be speaking directly about certain aspects of human nature; aspects that are seen everywhere in every person's life. Hero is a story about one person's discovery of some universal truths about the human nature and how he deals with them. The song has 2 voices, the narrator, who sings in a high, whispery manner, and the Character who sings in a throaty, full, and lower voice. The two transition a couple times in the duration of the song and it is fairly easy to distinguish whose voice is whose. 
     The song starts out with the narrator beginning the story with the repeated phrase 'He never ever saw it coming at all.' The key is minor, the melody haunting and foreboding. This phrase serves as a sort of 'Once upon a time,' for the beginning of the story. The narrator tells us that what Character is about to discover is something he never 'saw coming.'  As the narrator's part ends temporarily, Character comes in on the scene repeating the phrase 'It's all right,' over and over again. Regina's intonation of this phrase is confident but comforting. It almost sounds like a lullaby, as if Character is trying to assure himself and maybe someone else that everything is okay, that there is nothing to worry about. 
    The narrator now addresses the listener. He tells the listener to 'open wide,' and announces the the coming of 'original sin.' This repeated line foreshadows a coming lyric that will appear later on. The phrase 'original sin' refers to the sin of pride (Sin in its most basic form is pride, and is therefore, often referred to as the original sin) and this is what the narrator is predicting. The line 'open wide' is a little more tricky to analyze. It could be referring to the well-known idea of "Eating a piece of humble pie," since the 'original sin' is pride (and the opposite of pride is humility).  Another way of looking at this phrase is assuming that the narrator is talking to Character, telling him to 'open wide' because his monstrous piece of humble pie is is coming to him soon if he continues in the thoughts that will develop lyrically later on in the song. I am inclined the think the first idea of the narrator speaking to the listener is a more accurate interpretation.  
    Before I continue on to the next line of the song, I want to address this one little tidbit at the end of the phrase I just talked about. The second time the narrator says, 'Hey, open wide, here comes original sin,' Regina makes a subtle noise that sounds like a resigned sigh. I'm not going to spend a lot of time on this, but I want to know what you think it means--if you think it means anything at all. 
     After the narrator speaks to the to the listener, we come back to Character who is still repeating 'It's alright,' with a slight change in the timbre of his voice. He sounds more reserved and unsure of what he is saying. Maybe he is doubting the thought that everything is alright. What he says next resonates the implied attitudes of this second round of 'it's alright,'s. 'No one's got it all,'; Character excuses his doubts with the thought that no one has everything figured out in a tidy little box. Why should he have to? The dynamic of the song becomes increasingly louder, symbolizing Character's frustration and he bursts into a tirade of complaints about humankind. 
     Regina sings 'Power to the people, we don't want it we want pleasure.' He is accusing the race of man to be all talk and no action. 'Power to the people' is/was a popular rally cry for the Civil Rights movements as well as for other political issues where the American people were calling for the government to give the power to the general populace, where they believed it belonged. The people wanted change and they wanted to bring it about. Character accuses his fellow people--and perhaps himself, as well--of claiming to want to take action but in reality only wanting the ability to live carefree and enjoyably without rules or consequences. 
      "And the TVs try to rape us and I guess that they're succeeding," is another harsh accusation Character throttles
at himself and his fellow humans. He claims all humans are too lazy to find out truth for themselves so they look to
easy and accessible sources (such as TV; this could also be referring to other sources of media such as the internet 
or magazines) rather than truly thinking for themselves or searching for a higher standard of truth other than the mindlessness they hear on television. I also think there is a subtle jab at the media in this line; Character likens the effect that the media has on the every day person to rape (or taking advantage of, to be more specific). Character then questions the significance of even trying to take actions ("we're going to all these meetings but we're not doing any meeting.") in a tone of voice that sounds like a fed up teenaged kid. He realizes that something is fundamentally wrong with the way humans are operating. He doesn't know the answer but attributes some of the problem to the fact that 'we're trying to be faithful but we're cheating.' Regina repeats the word three times, each repetition sounding more and more defeated. 
     At this point the distinction between the narrator and Character's voices becomes unclear. The line originally spoken by the narrator is now sung like the Character--loud and clear. The voice repeats the last three sets of lyrics until he comes to the line "...trying to be faithful but we're cheating." He trails off with the word 'cheating' once again but this time, instead of repeating himself he comes to the climax of the song and the conclusion in his mind: 'I'm the hero of this story, don't need to be saved!' Regina delivers this lyric more forcefully than all the others. Vocally, it pounds as hard as the fingers hit the piano keys. Character disregards the fallacies he has seen and now tries to convince himself that nothing is really wrong. He's the commander of himself, he lacks nothing, he wants nothing, he needs nothing, he does not need to be saved. But maybe he wants to be saved; because after screaming 'I'm the hero of this story, don't need to be saved,' four times, he returns to almost chanting 'it's alright.' This time, Regina sings it softly, it's barely audible at some points. It sounds like she's rocking herself back and forth trying to shut out all the noise so she can concentrate on this one line. She resumes singing 'no one's got it all,' and after a few seconds, the song fades out. 
     I think the song is brilliant in the lyrics and the way Regina delivers it. There is a lot of repetition, but I think it's an effective tool that causes people to truly listen to and think about what message the song is conveying.