First off, I would like to thank each and every one who has ever taken the time to read my little blog. It has been so great. :)
I have decided to close up shop on It's Only Life. I started the blog back about a year and a half ago (I think) and I've decided to end it here.
If you kept up with my blog with any consistency, one of the main things you would notice is that I would often talk about my college woes and victories with you. One of the main issues I've dealt with during this season of my life, and having this blog, has been not quite knowing just what I'm doing at college and with my life. I've talked about creative writing, tech writing, and recently journalism. I keep flip-flopping between ideas because I truly have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I felt like that was such a big deal, being in college and having no solid plans. I was literally freaking out every other week because I got so overwhelmed with choices that I still have time to think and pray about. I was allowing myself to be crippled by fear and anxiety by something that I don't need to be afraid of. If you know me well, then you know I don't like talking about my problems with other people. But I was getting desperate so I talked to a couple people. Suffice it to say, they are much wiser than me. And they helped me to see a little more clearly about the whole situation. Over the past couple weeks I've uncovered some deeply-rooted fears in myself that I didn't even know existed. It's been upsetting but freeing at the same time, and I've decided to end this blog, because I am ending this season of my life. This season of worry and resolutions and generally driving myself mad with all the "what ifs?" and "how comes?" in my life. I'm just going to do the things I love to do and wait for God's direction.
I'm not sad at all to leave this little season of my life behind. In fact, I'm quite excited. And I will definitely keep blogging! I've decided to make a wordpress totally devoted to the things that I write. It'll have a lot of the stuff that I posted on here like song analyses and those little pieces that I wrote. I just don't want to write about myself anymore, it's pretty boring. ;) I'm going to make the wordpress over this week (CAUSE IT'S SPRING BREAK!!) and I'll post the link so you can check it out, if you so desire. :)
So here it goes.
My name is Molly O'Sullivan and I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, but that is okay because my God does. I will continue to seek out his will for my life, but right now I'm just going to be still.
Once again, thank you SO much for keeping up with this blog. I won't delete it or anything, because I make a point of never deleting the things I write. :) But anywho, I'd just like to end this post with some of the verses that I have been thinking a LOT about.
Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. James 4:14
For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. Matthew 16:25
I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33
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